Progress at a snail’s pace.
Sometimes it can feel like the things I am working on are grinding on forever, it takes a lot of time for some of these ideas to manifest themselves fully, or even to the point where they are recognizable in some physical form… Shooting some video of this piece in action made me feel like progress is being made, which makes me feel better about the other unfinished, in progress things in my studio and in my head.
I love teaching. Bearing witness to the failures and successes of students, seeing them work through frustration to something new is exhilarating, and in fact, energizes me to be more present and engaged in my own studio practice. I generally subscribe to Chuck Close’s philosophy on inspiration:
Inspiration is for amateurs, the rest of us show up
That said, I think that being involved in someone else’s learning and growth truly does inspire me. It drives me to better my own skills, to hone my thoughts and words to be more clear and more present. I am truly grateful for the gift that this represents.
I am thinking all of these thoughts because for this week my role at Anderson Ranch shifts from being the administrator of the sculpture studio (from the physical facility to the programming, supplies, and budgeting–I do most of that) to teaching a one-week course on the role of prototyping in art-making. The class is one that I conceived of and am co-teaching with Carter Hopkins. We are working with students to not only educate them about shop technologies like CNC mills, routers, plasma cutters, 3d printers, and laser cutters but also how to think through designing an object in a smart, efficient manner. People who know me know that I love technology, I am fascinated by new things because I am insatiably curious about how they work. In studio art, my experience has been that when artists discover a new technology, it can eclipse their vision and supplant existing technology or processes that may be better suited to their projects. A great example of this has been watching multiple students at different institutions of higher learning cut rectangular shapes on a CNC router when a table saw sat dormant nearby. So teaching this class that integrates contemporary rapid prototyping technology with traditional hand and shop tools has been rewarding and reassuring. I have watched students work through the process of design and iteration, often employing a variety of tools and processes in concert with one another as they discover how to design not for a specific process, but for an end result. Seeing them realize that doing this without the expectation of working in a singular or limited mode can really inform the end product as well as their thinking throughout the process and about the object that comes from these things. This kind of discovery is nothing short of magic, it has not ceased to hold my attention, and it continues to teach me things about my own studio practice and about myself as a maker. The dynamic of a classroom environment where students and teachers are responding to one another’s knowledge, experience, and skillsets is electric. This is a small part of why I believe in the institution of higher education, despite its foibles. For now I am happy to be as involved as I am in education, and look forward to a time when teaching consumes my life more fully.
I recently had a conversation with Doug Casebeer about what it is that I want for myself in the future. It was a rich conversation that reminded me of a few things, one of which is that part of the reason that I make work at all, that I enjoy teaching as I do, is that the exchange of ideas through conversation and writing sustains me. As a result of this I decided that my website ought to reflect and foster this. I have made attempts at “blogging” in the past, but I feel as though this go-around will be different in that I want to focus my efforts on things that exist specifically in the orbit of my studio practice.
What does this look like? The easy (and coy) answer is “stick around and you’ll find out.” The more useful and pragmatic answer is that it will include periodic updates about works in progress. I find that posting to Instagram is a bit hollow for me (though I will continue to do so, for a variety of reasons). I want to be able to add some explanation occasionally to studio process photos rather than just leave them as cryptic, voyeuristic entries into a public journal. Sometimes posts here will be musings about tools I use in my practice, or intend to use. There will be reflections on experiences I have with other artists, students, and mentors. All of this wouldn’t be complete without some inclusion of my unsolicited thoughts and opinions on the state of art, education, and the world.
Eventually I would love for this to become a dialog, using comments, and potentially other mediums to open a two-way conduit for my thoughts and postings to be catalysts for discussion–more on this as things develop. In the meantime, any feedback that you might have for me is welcome and appreciated, send it on to me:
m (at) justanassembler.com